3/13/2009

An Interview with Myself

Feeling emo...

Wow...so direct

Ya!

By now shouldn't be a surprise...I tend to do that often. But guess what? Tonite I'll attempt to explain why I'm feeling the way I'm feeling

By interviewing myself.

Thanks Miss Lady D...I am stealing your shit...thats right...your interview idea



And i'll be interviewing myself. No YoJi...no Jet...Just Yoga...

Pure..True...Complex



I(Interviewer): Why so emo?

Y (Yoga...like duh...): I don't know...quite a number of things I guess. Musical...Emotions...worthlessness

I: Worthlessness?

Y: Ya...I feel like sometimes I can't achieve as much as other people. Like i see ppl who have made it and i wonder would i ever make it

I: What makes you think you can't?

Y: Cos I'm afraid?

I: Of?

Y: That i'll make a fool of myself...or I wont make it

I: Then whats the point of having a dream?

Y: To aim for something...but if i don't face my walls...if I don't break the barrier...then what's the point?

(Touche)

I: SO whats been up in the musical?

Y: Things are getting a bit hectic for the guys. They are feeling the stress. I'm having problems of my own with my costume. Rain in the past few days has prevented me form finishing my cane...Frustrating really

I: What else?

Y: Me and deepa got some things to do also...haiz...This interview is getting redundant...can I have someone else?

(Throw the boring guy out...bring in YoJi)

YJ: So tell me...why are you worthless again?

Y: Cos I feel inadequate compared to certain people I see everyday...

YJ: And what stops you from copying them...from doing what they did?

Y: Cos they make it look so natural

YJ: They practice...they do it everyday cos they don't give jack shit of what people say... you want to be them..or be one of the 99% of the people of dreaming to be them?

Y: Can I? Am I really capable?

YJ: Lets see...You're young...You have burning desire...you're crazy...I am crazier...there is nothing to stop us...

Y: Can we make it

YJ: I am your hound...unleash me...Let the world remember our name

Y: HAHA! Drama la you

YJ: I'm not joking...release me...I'll bring you where you want to go

Y: I really can't feel the passion form you...wait...I feel something.

YJ: There...You feel it...Your heart melting...passion...lust...desire...you can have it all...just let yourself go...blend us both...become one

Y: What do we call ourself

YJ: Wolf...the hunter that never stops...

Y: No fear?

YJ: No fear...no logic...defies all laws in the world...you up for it?

Y: Fear...

YJ: Wolf will kill it...Just say yes...

Y:....

YJ: say it...

Y: y e s

Wolf: Feel it coursing through your veins...feels good...very good...see what you can achieve and tell yourself...it can be better

By this time next year...I would be known nationwide...I'll be famous...

The world will know our names...

My name...

Wolf...