This is right...

Sup! Back again after so long. 

I think its been a week! KA-POW!!!!

Let me tell you what's been up! Me and Nit had  fight and we solved it. KA-POW!

It was a fight and I cant rememebr why we fought again...HAHA!! Anywayz, she havin probs wit her guy. 

Let me ask you wonderful, pretty, beautiful girls out there... ; -) If your guy...tells you he feels insecure with you...and he loves you as much as you love him (If you dont then skip to paragraph 6)...and he says that to feel secure...he...has...to...  ....be....ph...y...si...c...a.......l....with you....would...y...o...u.. accept...?...

No seriously...would you??? OK! Let me tell you something else. You absolutely HATE gettin physical...does that change your views now. You love him, but you don't want to get physical. Thats the prob Nit's in. Haix! And a few days back, she had a fight with him gain over this...she told me she came close to breaking up and of it wasn't for him sayin sorry, she would have. Haix...

Here's the thing Nit...I cant influenece your decision. I cant say anything...no matter how much I want to. Cos I noe you have to make that decision yourself...You have to learn how to make decisions yourslef. I'm not sayin u cant...u make small ones...

But you always ask someone for their opinion on a big one...why? Think for urself pls...Cos others might tell u something that will benefit them...Most others. When I gave you advice, I'd say I have no opinions, but u keep askin me. So when I DO tell you, it is actually an opinion that makes YOU happy...but that defeats the purpose of an opinion doesnt it. 

Thing is, nowadays, I'm distancing myself from you. Purposely and subconsciously, and I think it has something to do wit jealousy. Im jealous I dont have someone to lean one like I once did. Jealous that there is another part of your life that I cant be involved in...that it doesnt include me. And here's the thing, I rather not be a part of THAT life...Cos it's yours and truly yours... RANTING!!!! WTH!!! 

Haix! But the that's the truth...But I have grown more...independent over the months...and I'm findin new things to immerse myself into...its like dipping into a pool at the end of the day...And there are gonna be new people to meet, new friends to make...new love to be found...

And I know, somewhere deep inside, that the moment I open these doors...the door to you will be shut forever...And soon, we'll only 'just' be friends...And yet somehow...AS OF THIS VERY MOMENT... I dont dread that...And I cant explain this feeling. It's not hate or love...It's the feeling of letting go.

This is the real feeling of letting go...its like a passing cloud that floats slowly out of your hand...taken away by the soft wind...you let it go with no emotions...only reminiscence... 

This is so surreal...like a moment in time when everythin stops for a split second...

and soon the ground will rush up to my face...but til that moment, this is right. This will always be right...Haix. And I wont say I wil miss you...but I wont forget you either...

Today was a Good Day!!!

It was a great day today!!! And i mean reli great!!! I had no idea it will be this fun...seriously

Today I normally have 3 lessons...Media applications, Film Appreciation, And history of film and telev.

But I was up all nite surfin` the net...so I was damn shagged!!! 

I WANTED TO GET OUT OF THE SCH!!! 

HAHA!! My mom suddenly called...said mi bro was missin`...he hadn't come back from sch...And he's not the type who has things to do in sch too...She said she wanted me to go look for him. 

SO I was like 'Fine!". Left sch at 1...Before I left, gave Shawn 'The Game'...He had an orgasm by jus readin` the book ok? He is lovin` the whole pickup thing...LOL!!!

Anywayz, was on the train...In the last carriage from dover, there were these bunch of guys...They were mentally challenged kids...around 15-17 yeasr old.. And they were noisy as hell...They were runnin` up and down the train and chasin` each other...2 of them apparently had some sort of problem...In the end, they confronted each other and IT WAS HILARIOUS!!!

ONE OF THEM ACTUALLY THREATENED TO PRESS THE EMERGENCY STOP BUTTON IF THE OTHER HIT HIM!!! LOL!!! 2 MATS IN FRONT OF ME WERE LAFFIN` THEIR HEADS OFF...ALONG WIT SOME OF THE OTHER YOUNGER PASSENGERS...

But I wasnt TAT evil ok? I kept quiet and I didnt even smile or laff...U noe...They're mentally challeneged...so its not nice for me to laff...By the time they got off at Admiralty, one of them was cryin` that they were goin` to call the SMRT ppl to catch him...

I reached home, dropped mi stuff and left to look for the idiot...First place I go to is Mi old sch...And I have to tell u that under normal circumstances, I wld have been veri nervous to walk in...I always viewed myself as bein` very unpopular in sch...

He wasn't there, I picked up courage (and quite easily I might add!!!) and walked over to a table in the canteen and asked a bunch of sec 5's if they've seen mi bro...No one had apparently...

Now I was getting fuckin pissed...I left the sch and went to look in the surroundin` neighbourhood. I walked over to the playground, And saw two of mi juniors Ganesh and Rat...HAHA!!! Love those guys!!! They were crazy as ever man!!! 

After some detective work and interrogation (asking), I managed to find out the phone no. of a  contact of mi brotha's (his fren). After more interrogation (asking again) I discovered that no one had seen him after sch...very suspicious! ( WHERE THE FUCK HE GO!!???)

i made a cold call to hq (home) only to hear the suspect's voice on the other line (THE LITTLE ASS WAS HOME!!!) after a hearty laff (I WAS GONNA KILL THAT LITTLE BITCH!!!) I sat down and enjoyed the company of Rat and Ganesh! (HA! YEA RITE!!!)

It was great. Insultin` each other like hell...Then I showed them some breakdance freezes...A bunch of kids saw me and asked me to show them...LOL!!!

So i did and nxt thing u noe, they were all like breakin` on the floor doing windmills and shit...I WAS LIKE 'GODDAMN!!! THIS KIDS ARE GOOD MAN!!!' LOL!!!

After a while, i set those kids on Rat!!! Hilarious!!! Haha!! 

While I was tokin` to them, they were tellin` me that I was quite popular in sch...And I went like 'What theFuck?' Apparently an old teacher of mine was bringin` me up as an example of a good speaker and great drama actor...LOL...

And I was like 'FUCK!!!"

I become popular AFTER I LEAVE THE SCH??? WAT THE HELL!!!

 

But that's life you know!! We toked for a while...and then somerhing freaky happened...Ganesh said a fren of hers wanted to see me...??? I asked why and she was like 'cos ur famous'

AGAIN WIT THE FAMOUS THING!!! 

But it felt nice to have a small fan club though!!! She came, we toked for a while...and it was a good conversation!!!

Then we parted wayz...i came home and bloggin` now. LOL!!! Haix!!! Today was a good day...

My PLans for this year!!!

It's late now, but i don't feel tired. After a while, you get used to staying up I guess.

Jus fininshed readin` 'The Game". It's a book on the life of a pick-up artist. It was interestin` and I'm gettin` interested in this. I've asked ma` fren for the instructional book now...

I don't understand why women will see pickup artists as manipulators. When you explain to a girl abt the nature of PUA (pickup artist) she will say it's evil and he's a jerk. But if she encounters one, she will say he's the most dreamiest guy in the room. 

Haix...Well that's jus girls for you...

Anyways, back to the topic. I've been makin` plans lately...Alot!!!

One of them is to learn 'The Game'. . .

One reason for that is that I want to learn more social skills...Not that I cant tok to girls...I tok to alot of girls...flirt wit some. But I think the ability to approach a group of beautiful girls, and attarct them is a confidence booster. I know the drawbacks and frankly speaking, I'd rather try it and try to minimize the drawbacks. But it's something I want to learn and do...No! I'm goin` to learn and do!!!

Another thing I'm learning is HipHop dancin` in sch. I joined the club and I think tis is the most greatest step I have taken tis past few years...Im finally goin` to learn hiphop dance...My plans are comin` true...and I am beatin` my lazy self.

My next plan is to Study harder...I need the GPA up...That too is a confidence booster.

I'm relearning NLP again...I didnt noe how powerful ot was until I sub-consciously started applying it to my life...Amazing. I want to learn NLP and improve ma` life and the life of others around me... WooHoo!!!

The next thing I'm goin to do is standup comedy in sch. I'm goin to perform in 2 weeks up on stage. I'm gettin` the material and I'm in the process of writin` the acts themselves. But I jus realized that I dont have enuff material yet!!! So I'm goin to sit in the foodcourts or walk around abit in sch to find odd behaviours and write abt it. But I'm still gonna do it!!!

Another thing I'm doin is DJing and rappin` wit Shaikh. I'm plannin` on ropin` in JV too...I am goin` to start ma` own DJ biz...It is a nother source of income for us. Here we go!!!

Ahh!!! After so many years of many dreams and no plan, focus or action...It is good to finally wake up...I'm all set for now...

And to mark my new awakening...I created a new pseudonym for myself...

Mr Outrageos Stylez!!!!

Cos that describes me the best!!! I gotta go...I'll be postin` soon...Dun fret y'all!!

Welcome...Im Mr Outrageous Styles!!!

Woah!!! It's been a long fucking while here hasn't it!!! Haha!

Wassup guys! I think I'll start afresh seeing as how I'm starting a new blog!!!

My name is Yoga!!! U can call me that or u can call me YoJi (Yo-g)!!! Ur choice!!!

But my new nick is...Mr Outrageous Styles!!!

Im a 2nd Year student in Media and Comm at Singapore Poly! I love havin` fun, jokin`, insultin` ppl, bein` insulted by ppl, dancin`, and jus plain chillin`!!!

I think Im a fun guy...at least I hope so!!! LOL!!! I love hangin` out wit ppl I love and I definitely wanna love meetin` new ppl!!! So if u see me, smile and I'll do the rest!!!

I love hip-hop...Rap, dance, DJing, MCing...everything!!! 

Anyways, I've been a slacker my whole life! SO THIS YEAR ONWARDS...IM CHANGING ALOT!!!

I am replacing my wardrobe...funky, fun, clorful clothes are in!!! Im joining the sch's HipHop dance club...learning DJing from my close fren, as soon as I turn 18...joining a biz venture wit my frens...learning NLP (Neuro-Liguistic Programming)...studying harder and aiming for 3.8 GPA!!! Joining my school's student union to meet new ppl...joining my sch's MC club...Learning gaming ( and dun think its the computer type of gaming)...!!! 

I'm jus ampe up abt all the thingds to do!!! Woohoo!!! And Tis is only the beginning!!!