No place like Home...

Haix... Feeling sad. Not becos I had another fight with mi parents or watever...but becos i just feel homesick...

Dont get me wrong...Im not overseas or anything, but moving out of a place you've lived in your wholelife makes you long for home.

It was weird. I'd always felt that mi house was like a jail where I was always cooped up with nothing to do except rot. It was always a place of anguish and pain...but when you realize that you may never step foot into the place you grew up in...you see the better side of your house.

I woke up on sat...on mi bed. Probably the last time i would wake up in my home. I looked around at the walls...walls which sheltered me all this years. I remembered the fun we had painting those walls, decorating them with stickers and posters...placing glow-in-the-dark stars on the ceiling. All the stupid games me and mi brother used to play in there...All the late night PS2ing wit mi bro n cuzins...The very intimate moments I had with a special someone...

I got off mi bed, touching the walls lightly...Their normally cold touch was replaced today with a warmth...I walked out my room...into a living room washed with bright golden sunlight...It was beautiful...I walked through the kitchen and into the bathroom...I got dressed and walked around the house, just reminiscing about everything that had happened in this house as far back as i can remember.

Everyone of mi birthdays was celebrated in this house...
Every scolding i got from mi parents...
All the crazy games me and mi bro used to play, pretending we were on fantastic journeys through imaginary lands.
All the crazy times we had when mi cuzins or friends came over...
The fights I had with my family...
Relaxing in a quiet corner on a rainy afternoon with a book...
Slacking around and surfing the net...
Friday nights wit KFC and a good movie...
Mi pet fish and rabbit...
The crazy dance floors we had when our relatives came over for deepavali.

Thoughts kept running through mi mind as we waited for the tenants.

All mi teenage life, I'd viewed these 4 walls and a roof to be a prison...It wasnt...It never has been

It was a place to escape the prison. A place to relax and recover...to have fun... to enjoy the company of your family. Those front doors were always open for me...whether it was to go out into the world....or back home into comfort. This was place where i grew up...where i learnt to be who i am today.

Memories may fade in my mind...but these walls will always remember...

I finally realized as i picked up mi bags, put on mi shoes and walked out the door...


There is no place like home

Costumes Costumes!

Yaow-Za!

Sup guys. Tryin to get into this blogging thing so im back wit another post. lol

today was a nice day. I got abit more interactive wit my class again...on Bern's orders (thanks berns) I had a good time wit the guys today. Played poker wit alec they all..

AND I WON 3 DOLLARS!!!

I know its not much la but for a first timer not bad wat!!! LOL

Then skipped eof...again to go costume store at bugis to rent out costumes for sat's events. Mr Dioni took us there in his nice cosy SUV so it was damn chillax. We were passing by the IR and from there we can see the entire skyline and it was beautiful...Not that i havent seen it b4 but smth abt it was cool. I remebered Disturbia by Rihanna when i saw that. Reminds me of the nighlife, Clarke Quay and nightclubs...lol. teenga fantasies sorry.

Anyways, we had a blast in the costume store...tried on like alot of stuff so tt was cool. Funny really.

IM A GORRILA PIMP! LOL! Why am i always a pimp...zzzz!

Lol. Nvm. We got the costumes then came back to sch for law test...borin...scraped past i think. Then me n fir went to mrt to meet sheena...those two pangsei me and left...LOL. But nvm...came back home told mom and dad abt am proj and how it wld intefere wit my india trip. They didnt take it to lightly.

now dad is making some calls so we'll see...Just chillin in front of my dear lappie, listening to disturbia..LOL...crazy over this song.

nvm...ill see ya guys around though! Peace!

My Return...My Rise

Im back after a long hiatus!

I tot i'd start bloggin again, seeing as how everyone is doing it too. LOL

Let me see...

Well, the musical has been going well. We are bonding very well...as a family. I love those guys; meeting them keeps my mind off things. I actually feel rejuvenated around those guys. But the problem is that Mom and Dad keep yelling at me for coming home late...but they dont understand how important this is to me.

haiz...the only thing that i feel saddend abt is that they wont be around in Singapore to see me acting...I'm dreading the day I have to say goodbye to them. I know I should spend alot oftime with them...so thats why im trying hard to stay around them for as long as i can.

Haiz...nvm...on to more merrier matters

I made a pact with berns to set up my events management comp. study to push my gpa to 3.2. to start dating.

I got other things on mi mind too.

I want at least 1 dj/mc gig a week. earn at least $200 a month so i can support myself and prove to mi parents that I am responsible.

I want to go go back to SDZ and learn dance. I want to be the best dancer in SP...I want to earn street cred and go to clubs and challenge ppl to battles. LOL. Ambitious I know!

I got so much shit on mi mind, all of them in action. Lets see where mi dreams lead me. I know i sound egoisitic...but sometimes you gotta dream big rite?