Getting Here Someday

I love mountain biking. I'm not good at it, I'll admit. I AM an amateur. It's a expensive and skill intensive sport...

But that's why I love it. It never has a shortage of challenges...

It's not Another Phase

My Mom asked me a question today that I couldn't answer

She asked, " Are you too into my friends that you have forgotten that you are my son."

She asked," Are you so concerned about the next AFT meeting and deadlines that you've forgotten you have a brother?"

She asked if home had turned into a hotel.....

I didn't answer her, but we both knew.

It was all Yes... And I regret it...


It sucks when you see you and your family drift apart.

Work and friends does that to me... But on a daily basis?

In the past 3 weeks, I haven't spoken more than 10 words to my mom.

Everytime we talk, its a bit of nagging and an argument.

I dont want to argue. I just want her to be right for once...and accept it. I just want to come home and be at home. No internet, no projects, no friends.

Just home and family... Me, my bro and my mom. Call my Dad. Ask him what he's doing... he's coming Singapore for Deepavali...

Haix. What am I going to be doing this Deepavali season? Most likely prepping for more Projects, School and Work.

This Deepavali weekend, I'm just going to chill at home, gamble with family, go for dinner, movie shopping, talk cock. Probabaly throw a chalet or barbeue. Chill with cousins. Haix. Already reminiscing...

It's about finding the balance.

It's about sacrificing for what's really important.

Which is why I have to apologize to Serena now cause I wont be helping out for your Movie Marathon this Saturday. Not that I don't want to...

But I want to spend the day with my Bro... Go shopping with him with my pay...Chill at the movies. Go Arcade with my bro... Buy him a bag...

Just me and him. Catch up. It's the only time I can...

I might swing by for MM, but as a customer.

For that one day, I'm not an AFT member.

Just a dude chilling with his bro...

His real bro...

Awesome Cwalk...

Videos like this show me that there are Gods out there, and the road to such Godhood is still friggin` far... But hey, practice makes perfect right??

You've got to switch off my blog music player though...

I've had Better Days

Yesterday was fun... yeah right...

Haix. I wont say that it wasn't coming. I had to tell you sooner or later. But that wasn't the way I'd planned on telling you. I'd rather have told you alone...seems more respectful. But if I didn;t do it yesterday, then I dont know when I would have had the courage to tell you...

I had kept it contained up til now, but the moment others knew, I had to tell you. I rather it come from me than anyone else...

And you're right; I have a lot of drilling to go thorugh.

Thats cos I owe you an explanation, and I want to explain why I did what I did.

Knowing you, I know you will understand.